August 2009
1 post
hello
June 2009
1 post
heavenly;
he is amazing and all i could ever ask for. i wan to keep him forever.
April 2009
13 posts
my horoscope for today: “The weather’s heating up and you’re feeling as risky as ever. Don’t bother keeping sex an indoor activity. If you’re in the mood for a fresh-air frolic, go for it. As long as you don’t get arrested for public indecency, you’re good to go!” and i am only posting this because i have been thinking about camping a lot lately and...
thumbs up!
my last day of work is may 3rd. ): kind of makes me sad and makes me realize more and more that this is really happening. that i am really doing this. oh my goodness.
i want to find eternal happiness, one day.
haha,
today my sister broke up with her first boyfriend after three days of going out because he said that he loved her. hahaha. sometimes i wish i could put people in their place like she does. i am in love with hungry howie’s pizza crust. and i get paid todaaay.
i need high ceilings.
“some people feel like they don’t deserve love. they walk away quietly into...”
– into the wild
made a new layout, LOVE IT! (:
i think that the morton’s salt girl and coraline share very similar resemblances. i’ve just had that stuck in my head for just about forever now. or at least since coraline came out. i feel really full and extremely tired. i went to wal-mart, wanting to buy some polaroids BUT i am in no way, in my sane life, paying for a cassette of 10 polaroids for 16 bucks! when i used to pay 11 for...
yesterday,
was one of the best days. daniel, dale and sunni! picked me up and we went to the park and i flew my first kite. which after a while, broke and flew away and got stuck on the roof of an apartment building. ): i felt so bad, haha. this kinda thing wouldn’t happen if we weren’t surrounding by flippin’ buildings everywhere we turn! but it was so windy! and then we took sunni to the...
i know may is just around the corner but i wish the day was tomorrow. i just wan to get this move over and done with and get on with my life. i am so tired of people saying stuff like, “i don’t understand why people hate it so much over here. you can’t judge a whole country over one lousy city.” i am so tired of the negativity here. i am so tired of these prissy girls who...
work went by super fast today. basha’s has this price cut of more than 10,000 everyday items going on now and i was doing all of the price cut tags since i didn’t get any kids in till about noon. my fingers were so numb. but shop our stores, please!! also, today i met daniel and his pup sunni at the park on our bikes. it was probably the nicest hang out i’ve had in ages. i cannot...
March 2009
22 posts
if you are going to have “love”, or any other word for that matter, made out in sign language, maybe you should use it the right way instead of just making the fingers look like the letters. i can’t stand when i see stuff like that. it’s like speaking welsh but using german as well.
attack of the flippin’ moths!!! ahhh!
some people love too much and some people just do not know how to love at all. i wish i could take in my own advice sometimes and not dwell on people who show no signs of caring for me, but it’s difficult for me to ignore people and it’s difficult for me to not care. i feel like this dilemma has followed me throughout my entire life and i need to grow away from it because i just keep...
tshirt i made,
photos are small and poor quality due to them coming from my phone.
ouuchhh! my little arms definitely got a work out from moving furniture that is heavier than i am! photos up soon.
todaay
i finally had some time to clean my room and sort everything out. and i still have tomorrow off of work. i feel completely exhausted. i thiink when i go camping sometime next month, i’ll take the holga. i cannot believe i haven’t even used it yet. i found this 30 minute video of the “blair thumb”. it was made to poke fun of the blair witch project. (which i actually thought...
i haven’t heard those words in a while… so refreshing, oh my goodness. every day spent is just going to make the goodbye even harder. but it is so worth it. this is the closest i have felt to feeling like i am number one in a long time.
golfland
last night timmy took me to golfland with joe & brittney. it was nice to finally leave the house after a week of being tied down to my bed with sickness. i definitely needed it. i enjoyed myself quite a bit cos it’s so nice to go out and do things, rather than to just sit around and watch tv. hopefully he keeps to his word and takes me ice skating! (; getting my passport photos done...
+ that was sent via g1. magical!
I stayed up till about 2:30 in the am, trying to figure out how to hack my g1 into getting MMS to work. and I managed to do it. wasting time never felt so good!
“our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to...”
to be recognized for your artwork is probably the best feeling in the world, or at least at this point in my life, i have found it to be the best feeling.
if there even is such a thing as a reality check, i definitely got mine yesterday. i dream and dream and dream but i think it always ends up hiding the truth for me. i’ve wanted so badly my entire life to feel cared for by people other than my family and i’ve thought that i’ve met people who have shown that to me but i’ve just been wrong about so many things here. the only...
mark today.
it’s time to quit and get myself back.
February 2009
1 post
January 2009
1 post
“the most beauty i’ve seen, lives in a dream; where we laugh and want to...”